again
只有在最傷心的時候才會想起這個失樂園
agian
以淚洗面的感覺似曾相識
again
and agian
again
只有在最傷心的時候才會想起這個失樂園
agian
以淚洗面的感覺似曾相識
again
and agian
that is it
sorry guys
no party this year
happy birthday to me
thank you again
爱是恒久忍耐,又有恩慈;爱是不嫉妒;爱是不自夸,不张狂,不作害羞的事,不求自己的益处,不轻易发怒,不计算人的恶,不喜欢不义,只喜欢真理; 凡事包容,凡事相信,凡事盼望,凡事忍耐。爱是永不止息。
哥林多前书 13:4-8
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self–seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.
Corinthians 13:4-8
怀惴一颗感恩的心,是我们每个人都应该拥有的正确的心态,
只有懂得感恩,才会更好的回报生活、回报事业,
才会变得不计较得失、不注重结果,不再痛苦、不再挣扎。享受奋斗的过程,
其实我觉得过程比结果更重要,相信自己,会为自己有过奋斗充实的青春而满足。
Everyone must bear a gratitude, which is the right attitude we should have.
Only if we know it , we would return to our life and career much better,
and we will not be suffering for lose and failure.
Just enjoy the struggle, which I think is much better than result.
Be sure that you will be happy with your striving in your young age.
弄不懂你到底搞什么
我好累
今天出来陪你做礼拜,的前提是我答应了我的爸妈晚上一定要回家.
所以我才那么坚持要回家的.
第一呢,是因为答应的事情,所以我要做到,这就涉及到诚信问题了,就不祥谈了.
再者,因为我回家的话,我爸妈对你的印象会大大加深.
因为我不回家,他们会说怎么你说什么就什么的,这种人不能在一起之类的.
我希望他们对你的印象好点.
在你和上帝不知道说什么的时候,我也对上帝说话了.至于我说什么,不告诉你.
在你和我说要对我好的时候我真的很感动.
可是你这样是对我好吗?
我都不觉得好的好是好吗?
我知道你爱我.可是你表达爱的方式让我苦恼.
你这样我以后都不敢再和你出去了.
我怕这样的你.
我怕…
我需要时间缓缓…给我的时间接受这样的你.
可现在我真的很怕你.
从认定你的那天起 我就希望把我们的爱情升华为亲情。
只有亲情是长久的 不会变的 比如你妈妈始终是你妈妈 就算吵架吵的再狠始终是你妈妈,过短时间后又和好如初了。
要是我们的爱情能像亲情那样该多好。
it was about 2 years ago
i wrote an article with a same title “lost in shanghai” in my blog
the blog with a blue background and i called it “heatherm in shanghai”
it recorded what was going on with me after i got the english name “heatherm” from prof.lim
however i just cannot remember what i wrote in the article
everything on my blog was gone because of the “17th CPC National Congress”
that’s funny?
it’s a shit luck month for me
i lost my purse, my cellphone, my motorbike, my money, the camrea that i borrow
and my ture heart
i forgot why i lost in shanghai two years ago
maybe something about my disappointment of shanghai?
about my new outlook on life that i just cannot accept?
about my confused future and forgot what’s and where’s my dream?
why i was here?
i am here for what?
for my dream? my future? my expricence? my love? my career?
i don’t know
yes, i am trying to escape reality
to freak out the dirty and snobbery actual life
heatherm lost in shanghai